You are my "almosts" and "if onlys"

My dear lullaby and my heartbreak song

My sunrise and the daylight sky

My wanderings and daydreams

You are my uncontrollable grins

and my random eyerolls 

my friend and my foe

my pain and my comfort

You are my 'now' and my tomorrow

My awkward nods and short byes

You are the secret I hope to know

My midnight imaginations

My complicated puzzle